You can probably sense my mood from these pictures taken yesterday, weekend was a little tough. On Friday we had to say goodbye to someone near. I felt a little distant from everything the whole weekend. Today I’ve spent the day in the library, I need to get some work done and this has been a good place for it. I can concentrate so much better when I’m away from home but still around people and something happening in the background. But yeah in general I’m trying to concentrate on the little things now and each moment. ‘Your inner world is so mysterious and complex’ said my friend for me today. I know, it’s both a blessing and a curse. Sometimes I completely freeze and feel numb when I face something difficult. You know what I mean? And like I don’t know at all where to go with my thoughts and how to solve things. I was a little frozen this weekend. But I’m getting there. All the Christmas lights in Helsinki are really cheering me up. And Christmas songs that I started to listen to already. And making a list of all the Christmas posts I’ll start preparing here. Basically everything that has something to do with Christmas.
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Charmaine Ng | Architecture & Lifestyle Blog says
I totally know what you mean by freezing yourself solid, to avoid conflict. I hope you feel better. Lots of love! ❤️❤️
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Anonymous says
Voimia ja kaikkea hyvää sinulle! ❤️
Roses for Fridays | by mia says
Hope everything will be better soon, the sun will always comes out after the rain. Hang in there Beautiful one, there will be lots more sunshine days!
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Lisa Autumn says
Beautiful look babe!
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Aimee says
Sorry for your loss. This is an especially tough time of year to go through a difficult time. Somehow, our emotions are so much more heightened during the holidays, and we feel everything – the good and the bad – on a much deeper level. I hope you find comfort and peace in spending extra time with your family and friends around this time of year.
V. says
“Sometimes I completely freeze and feel numb when I face something difficult” – I know that. When I was younger I asked one psychologist about it, I didn’t understand what’s wrong with me. She told me that nothing is wrong with me, it’s because I’m sensitive more than other people and we protect yourself somehow with that. I’m really glad that there exist people like me. Thank you for saying that here. And be strong ❤ I’m sending you so much love and a big hug!
Colibri says
I get how you feel. I can become a bit numb too when faced with difficulties. But it will fade. Christmas is around the corner, it makes it a little bit better hopefully.
Best of luck, lots of love*
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Tanja says
Dear Marianna! I am very sorry for your loss. I can understand your feelings very well. My daughter is kinda like you. She also has got a great sense for feeling the energies that surround us. Is that the same with you? Wish you and your family all the best.
Eva says
I so know what you mean when you talk about feeling numb when something difficult is happening in our lifes. It’s like everything around you goes by fast and happpy and you just stand there still, feeling nothing, going nowhere… But it’s good to read that the Christmas lights and songs cheer you up <3 <3
Karen says
I’m sorry for your loss. Yeah, I’ve also started to listen to Christmas songs already, love this time of the year.
Xox
gabrielakre says
Hope you’ll feel better soon! I think it’s even harder to loose someone at Christmas time…but at the same time all the lights and the atmosphere can cheer you up as well:))
Can’t wait for all the posts <3
Gabi
Milla says
I’m so sorry for your loss. I’m going through the same thing during the past months, and understand what you mean. Thanks for putting your feelings into words, you are certainly not alone. Take care of yourself and your loved ones. It’s black in the darkness but there are still colours everywhere <3
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Weronika says
Oh soo many times I felt the same. Like everything happens next to me, I’m not here, I hear sounds from under the water. And the worst part of that state is feeling numb. I’m not happy nor sad, actually I don’t know how I feel. And when I feel that way for some reason I can understand it, but sometimes it comes without any reason. Just like that, I stop feeling anything and it’s the worst. Bud I try to remember that it will pass some day, it always passes. You should remember it too 🙂
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