What a weekend it was! One of the best ones this summer. I’m gonna write more about that later with phone pictures, but shortly on Saturday we had an 24 hour party hahah, literally 24 hours with the best people. Here’s an outfit from few days ago when I was wearing that new Wang bag, it’s perfect for casual outfits. I used to wear burgundy only in wintertime, but this summer I’ve broken my rule. It’s one of the only colors I even wear so I can’t limit that anymore. Also I wanted to write about something else, but if you don’t feel like reading a long rambling text about I don’t even know what, you can just skip. 😀
One of you reminded me on the comments to write about what’s happening in my life right now, my thoughts and feelings and everything. I somehow hate writing about negative stuff. But then again I still do it every single time, because what happen’s if I don’t do it, is that I write nothing at all, texts become empty and I feel a block between me and my blog + you guys. I just have to get it out if I’m struggling in order to conquer it and be connected with you and blogging. It’s like I can’t even tell about the unpersonal stuff until I get the real thoughts out first what has been on my mind/life. But the way I get things out, I know it can be funny. I tell things yet I don’t tell things. It’s really challenging, wanting to share personal life stuff, yet knowing I fully can’t. If it was just you and me – yes you there, you are like family – but then the rest. Difficult, hahah… But shortly something was just wrong earlier. I’m a person who hates drama the most, and having to go through something that includes drama (whether things would get better or worse) I hate it. And I love being on my own, most of the time I’m sure that relationships are not for me. I rarely even try, maybe it’s about being overprotective or maybe things just never feel right. But if I try and it fails, it feels exhausting. And the overprotective side of me might not even let me fully try, and then it all just reinforces the thought of not being a person for relationships. But yeah I shouldn’t think about relationships in a negative way, since I haven’t fully tried in such a long time, it’ll change when it’s meant to change. But the relationship with myself I’m grateful for, that’s what I think is the number one priority. I know how to be alone and feel good about it. I’ve always thought I don’t need a relationship, I’d be more scared if I’d end up in one that wouldn’t feel right. But enough with that, life is good, moving on etc. x
Huh mikä viikonloppu! (En ole hetkeen aloittanut maanantain postausta tällä lauseella, joten älkää tuomitko :D) Yksi parhaimmista tänä kesänä. Kirjoittelen myöhemmin lisää kännykkäkuvien kanssa, mutta tiivistettynä meillä oli lauantaina 24 tunnin juhlat. Ei olisi voinut olla hauskempaa, aivan täydellinen kesäpäivä ja kesäyö ihanien tyttöjen kanssa. Kuvissa näkyy mun asua muutaman päivän takaa, yhtä rennoissa vaatteissa menty nyt sunnuntai ja maanantai. Ajattelin ennen, ettei viininpunaista voisi käyttää muulloin kuin talvella, mutta nyt oon unohtanut tuon säännön kokonaan tänä kesänä. Yksi ainoita värejä mitä mun kaapista löytyy, joten mitäs sitä rajoittamaan.
Nyt varoitan, että mikäli ei jaksa lukea pitkää kummallista tekstiä kaikesta ja samalla ei mistään, niin kannattaa skipata tämä kappale. No en mä nyt ihan kaikesta kirjoita, mutta siitä miksi mulla oli vähän vaikeampaa jokin aikaa sitten, kun mua tästä muistuteltiin viimein vähän avaamaan lisää. Välttelen aina negatiivista asioista kirjoittelua, mutta silti joka kerta kun mun elämässä jotain sellaista tapahtuu, kirjoitan silti. Tavalla tai toisella. Jos en sitä tee, tuntuu että mun ja blogin välille kasvaa jokin ihmeellinen muuri. Mun ja lukijoiden välille, luovuuden välille, oikeastaan ihan kaiken välille. Silloin on vaikea edes yrittää kirjoittaa kevyitä kuulumisia tai mitään pinnallisempaa. Mutta tiedän että se miten kerron henkilökohtaisemmista asioista on hassu. Tavallaan kerron jotain, tavallaa en mitään. Tutut ehkä enemmän tietävät mistä puhun, jos osaavat lukea rivien välistä. Aivan tuntemattomille tyypeille mua ei edes pelottaisi kertoa enempää, koen jotenkin blogin lukijat omana perheenä, mutta sitten kaikki tuntemattomammat tutut (?). Alan miettimään enemmän, ja sensuroin aika reippaasti. Mutta lyhyesti sanottuna, aiemmin mulla oli jokin asia joka oli vaivannut mua jo pidemmän aikaa. Kaikki vähän eskaloitui, en ihan ymmärrä vielä miten ja miksi ja mitä, mutten jaksa enää sitä miettiäkään. Oon sellainen tyyppi, että inhoan draamaa yli kaiken. Draama taitaa olla väärä sana, mutta suojelen itseäni välillä ehkä liikaakin. Se saattaa olla yksi syy siihen, miksen ole kunnolla seurustellut pitkiin aikoihin, mutta toisaalta toinen syy on varmasti vain se, että harva juttu tuntuu oikealta. Jos kuitenkin otan riskin, yritän, samalla en yritä koska osa musta on niin juurtunut vanhaan ajatteluun, niin lopputulos ei ole hyvä. Ja vahvistan vain vanhaa ajatusta, ettei seurustelu ole mun juttu. Mutta jos jostain oon kiitollinen, niin siitä että viihdyn yksinäni. Kavereista saan niin paljon voimaa, ettei oikeastaan tunnu että elämästä puuttuisi mitään. Se siitä tällä kertaa. 🙂 x
Sweater and shorts Filippa K
Bag Alexander Wang
Shoes Birkenstock
Jewelry Thomas Sabo
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Anonymous says
Lovely photos. ? I know what you’re writing about. I’m not the girl for a relationship too. I’m never really sure about being in a relationship, taking care of someone else and I always end up being the hurt one. I prefer enjoying the time on my own and with friends. That’s when I feel the best. xox
Anonymous says
Same with me. I’m always a victim of being with love. Men don’t appreciate what they have and always looking for something “better”. Waste of time. They only bring us down, let us down and don’t give anything in return for our cae. They clip our wings, always asking for more attention and finally when we fully sacrifice ourselves, puff, they’re gone 🙂
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mel says
Casual outfits are my all time favourite! This looks like the perfect outfit for the weekend 🙂 and loving that burgundy and AWang!
Alex says
You will know when you meet Mr Right One? Then you’ll just jump into it and all the fears will go away. And until then, have fun and don’t waste your time on people who don’t deserve it. Loving your blog!It’s as pretty as you are. Outside and inside☺️Cheers
Nancy says
The bag is beautiful! It reminds me of when I first found your blog! You don’t have to share personal stuff if you don’t want to. I totally get how it’s hard to completely share things when you know a lot of people read your posts! I’d love it if you could share your outfits more often! Have a lovely Monday! 🙂
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Michael @ Mile in My Glasses says
Lovely snaps Marianna! It sounds like you had a lovely weekend, can’t wait for the in-depth post!
I hope you have a fab Monday,
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mar says
love love this outfit, your style´s the best!!!! and and about the text, I just can say just follow your heart!!! always!!!!
Paulynagore says
I love this outfit! I’m so glad that i kept my Alexander Wang bag! But it’s not black, just blue, yeah blue !
Anyway, i not really into Relationship neither, i mean, i had a long one, wich ended up very badly and since, i don’t trust anymore, so i just have some flirts here and there, it’s not that bad, i mean i’m not that alone, i have my cats ! And with cats, you can’t be alone for a long time haha!
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Anonymous says
No he just has a huge crush,and doesn’t know how to approach the situation. He is failing.
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Definitely something I’d wear <3
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Natali says
Blocks which we put in our mind are the ones which we encounter then in life too. What we are already afraid of before even trying or letting it happen, we’re setting “that something” to be a failure from the start. Hope that this was a good small advice. 🙂
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Anonymous says
But Marianna had relationships in the Past. I think it’s her experience says “be careful, it’s not worth it” 🙂
Marianne says
Todella kaunis, rehellinen kirjoitus <3
Puit sanoiksi monia omia ajatuksiani – kiitos kirjoituksen jakamisesta!
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Anonymous says
Try to think about finding a best friend in a guy. Surely you have girl friends and you feel relaxed with them right? So thinking about your partner as your BF at the same time takes away the pressure. And I think best thing to have is a BF&Boyfriend in one person 🙂
Anonymous says
Sorry babe but that won’t last forever. When relationship breaks, friendship will go away. Life.
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Mun on pakko tulla nyt kiittämään sua yhdestä asiasta, mikä ei ihan täysin liity tähän postaukseen.
Tänä päivänä tuntuu, että kaikkien pitäisi olla sellaisia super meneviä ja sosiaalisia. Kiitos siitä, että sä ihan suoraan kerrot nauttivasi yksinolosta ja omasta ajasta. Se on ihan mahtavaa <3
Neera says
I never thought I could find someone to feel completely comfortable with. Mostly because I was a little shaken by my previous relationships. I’ve lost almost everyone I ever cared about. It’s not only with guys but my friends and the people I once considered as a family. It kind of a let me with this shield I put around me and I didn’t really care if I was let alone. Or that’s what I thought. Deep down I was so sad about not having these people around me anymore. But I pushed the thoughts aside. I wanted people to like me and I gave my everything to my work and relationships but I feel like I was never appreciated. Then I got tired of trying to be what everyone wanted me to be. I just wanted to be myself again. I spent time with my actual family and my beloved horse who never left my side (he was more like a dog). I travelled and moved and got new jobs and after a while I started to feel more powerful of just being me. I even shared my fears of not being accepted with some of my friends who had stayed with me and I started to feel so alive again. I think that was the turning point and after a year I found this amazing guy I’ve never ever would have thought I could find and feel so comfortable with. I’m so happy now and still wouldn’t change anything from my past because this is where it got me.
I’m sorry if I was off the topic here but I just felt like sharing this. But my point is when you meet the one You Will Know. And by the way me and my fiancé had both accepted to be single forever. Well…. 😀
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Sudeshna says
Thank you so much for this post. I feel exactly the same way and I end up being overprotective too. I am also going through the exact feelings at this point that enough with thinking I am not ready for relationships or thinking of abandonment. Your post just assured me that I am on the right path. I am really grateful for this post. I hope you find what you are seeking and what’s best for you. Lots of love to you from India 🙂
Anonymous says
Thank you for sharing your thoughts! You have a wonderful way of writing what you think and yet not telling people too much. Reading your posts makes me feel more light and also more comfortable with my own life and experiences. I’ve also had a hard time with relationships and I always ended up feeling better, when I was on my own. And just like you I don’t think there’s anything wrong with it. It just feels more like me. More like my natural state of being. More me. The only thing that’s hard is, when people keep asking and proding about it. And telling me that som day I’d find the right guy, if I just tried harder. But I don’t want to try. I’m fine and honestly happy. And reading your posts makes me feel even more ok with that.
Anonymous says
People are scared of someone who is different, have different rules from them, don’t follow anyaone path, who are free. That’s why they’re asking about a boy in your life. They want to push you back into society rules 🙂
Lisa says
I can relate to that so much, too! Feels like you just said what I’m thinking all the time.
I hope you feel better now 🙂
And thank you for sharing your feelings with us, you’re definitely not the only one to feel that way!
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Estela says
I hope you’re happy whatever your journey in life is, Marianna. Thanks for sharing! I’m sure your words are helpful to other people reading your posts. Take care and enjoy the rest of the summer!
Btw, I loved your outfit. The accessories give it a nice twist!
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Eeva says
Hei Marianna! Aivan mahtavia kuvia! 🙂 Saako udella mitä kameraa käytät?
Nikki says
It’s easy to tell when you’re disconnecting from the blog, I hope you have a chance to reconnect in the month of August.
Loving the quality of your photos! I love the home, food and places you go photos!
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I always love reading your blog! Don’t feel pressured to share personal information about yourself if you’re not comfortable. This is your blog, and you choose what you write in it! Your fans will always come back because in the end, we are here to support you and to look at the photos of your amazing outfits! I love your new bag by the way.
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